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so this is one and my only motivator for waking up at 7am everyday although i dun like my boss. i also cannot wait for my thailand trip. its been a lonnnnng time since i flew. like taking aeroplane to another country. so country bumpkin rite but im always in singapore. i guess im gg to spend my entire pay on shopping. shopping , spa , eating. soooo shiok!
im actually planning on a lossing weight scheme cos i having been eating alot of supper , macdonalds , maggie mee during my exam period. i dun even dare to stand on the weiging machine. oo cannot imagine if i hit the 50kg.
results are coming out on the 3rd Dec and im counting down to the days. im so scared of strategic management and marketing paper cos it turned out to be totally different from what i expected. its a total diaster.
shit. if i fail i have to graduate later. my lao ma will kill me. oh i dun like to study anymore :(
lately , i have been letting off smelly gases , especially in the afternoon and at night
2 days ago , my mama was complaining 你放臭屁！很臭 lei.
i found it quite funny when my mama said that but then , when u start letting off gas , after a while , every 15 mins it comes again.
but luckily it does not last very long but its very.... well... erm... 很臭. so its either my body is crazy or im eating the wrong thing
oh yea , yesterday i had a conversation with kai li at night which made mi kinda piss with her. but at the same time , what she says
really make u wanna giggle. oh boi , she can have kenneth for all she wan. 本人 'kong rong rang li' to her.
okie , i wanna go zzzz le. my nap after exams.
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sleepy
like really sick. i've been down on fever and core throat that cause me to lose my voice ever since monday
usually i'll recover in 2 days time de , but this time im sick for 4 days and like still the same condition
hope not H1N1. if not i'll get a lot of pple into trouble
but since its a new job im taking , i have to go to work for 3 days for training still
so half the time when i want to open my mouth to speak , i feel as if the flam (dunno correct spelling anot) is choking up my throat and i
sound like a trans! even i feel horrible hearing my own sound so cannot image my mentor and boss.
sorrie that i last minute cannot go the 4F class gathering.i know u guys plan it long and decided on the venue and time again and
again. i think i better dun spoil u guys the appettie cos if i talk u all will feel like vomiting and better dun spread the virus around.
i hungry le but dunno what to eat. but im going down to walk and see what they have still cos im very very hungry
bye bye
im been wanting to go aussie for a new experience because i've never gone beyond singapore to further
my studies. but mummy's complain and nagging has really made me think twice.
can she handle the money aspect?
she's already complaining that she feels like quitting the job.
its more than she expected. everday she works till 12 and computer is like an alien to her because for her
past 40 yrs she has never touched them. just yesterday she was saying things like
' 都 跟 你 说 了 我 不 想 做 这 分 工！我 很 想 辞 职 ！'
its like everyday she will tell us the same thing over and over again.she will 发脾气， 摆丑脸,
everyday she's in a bad mood. its becoming a torture to be at home to be with her. she's reminding me
verbally and through her facial expersissions that she is really very bu shuan. so i can imagine if i really
went to aussie , i might be really be in a bad condition. she might start grumbling that it is all my fault that
she is still in this job cos she needs to support me when im in aussie and how 辛苦 it is for her.
i tell you , she will really go non-stop de.
oh god , so what am i suppose to do????
Go or dun go?
I hate making choices.
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confused
Alien invading into SIM????
haha. nono , its just carol playing around with fandhi helmet's
actually , got kai li's one also but got to wait for kenneth to send to us
Some of the random things we will do in schools become a memory in future
it has no meaning to it but its the pure ' feel like doing it' cos we have done it
totally no sense but well , that's part of school life
when i graduate , i will remember tis bunch of friends cos they gave me alot of laughter and joy when IM in school
we may nt meet everyday but the times we spend together is filled with joy
the least , politics is not used amongst self. i really wonder how long will this connection last
from sem 1 till now , i forsee that the friendship we have not might nt be able to last long.
haiz. maybe that's one syndrom that im getting older
onli 老 了 people wll start to do think in that way.
Am i?
hope nt
happie , heez.
cos im ending the semester soon le!! whoo. this means i can finally take a break and all the messy messy conflicts can take a break
too. how nice rite!
i would be even happier if RMIT can reply me if my application can be approved and my mama can sponser on my school fees
this means , a new experience and a new school life ( most importantly , that stupid auntie of my cannot bother me anymore.).
6 months may be kinda short but well , at least i dun live with regret. hope angeline's bf can approve of angeline gg melbourne
dei xiang ,we wun bully her de. so can safely put her into our hands
so , now i must 努力赚钱 for my 生活费. hope my ex-company can faster tell me how much they intend to pay me le
my neck is aching le , need go kun le.
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excited
people around you from being uncomfortable.
I seriously hate doing this but i really have no choice cos it's not for me to say anything at that time so the only thing i can do is continue
what i was doing and look like i am really very busy.
If you ask me , you regret it??? HMMM , maybe
but well , i guess if the whole situation replay , i might make the same choice
cos im seriously the person who dunno how to deal with people asking me for help or simply not a 'say no' person.
caught in an uncomfortable situation but im glad at least kenny is not showing it out. If not .......
maybe the one right from the start is marilyn and alvin , not kenny.
well , at least he was just telling us what was happening but she was adding alot of emotion. probably JK was at fault but i dunno if we
can quckly say he is useless or never doing anything. Oh well, maybe im just retard dunno how to see but from the previous meeting
until today , the rest are should be critise as well since they never bothered to attend class and are blur as to what to do but still want to
take control of the meeting and argue (indirectly) maybe its like that , i tink , blah blah blah..
this sem is crazy. really .
First was stacy and lynn , now this. when will this end?
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its been weeks and i still have alot , 真 的 很 多 ！the projects
Monday to friday its packed with work , school, assignements. day in and day out
its so tiring and weekends are my only rest day , with natual waking up but then after which i got to rush assignments AGAIN
so , finally on friday i manage to squeeze out some time to meet my friends for dinner + movie + celebration of gradaution
oh yea , G I Joe was really good, so go catch it ! its almost as nice as transformers.
Lift shot! we scared the shit out of the two gers who was waiting for this lift
Our finally well-taken shot cos Kevin (the dark blue guy) was making stupid faces all the time
this is one example 
Kevin was saying at the background : 'faster faster caroline cannot take it any more , she hungry already lah.' so this explans my distorted face. plus my face looks black. Eeee
So basically dinner was good plus cheap. heez
company was good since kevin and chu wai is here and rasy was so happie. well , at least i get to throw all my notes behind for awhile.
but well , im just glad that im gg to say TTYN to lynn and stacy this coming friday.
TTYN gers.
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